Negotiating the Nightmare Demon





 
Negotiating the Nightmare Demon

When it spits
the red words and bully you,

catch them with a net
and trash them,

if it growls and unfold the claws,
declaw them with a mighty hack,

for the claws regrow and demand
for a piece of gold,

tell it "With a good reason and
a fine attitude get a grain."

©Byung A. Fallgren
 


Something inevitable as Old Pain

Something inevitable as Old Pain

It hits me in the neck, in my morning bed,
like malicious elf from nightmare;

no more nod or shake, it orders, or
you will fly right into hell of the 
childbirth throes in your neck--
alas, the pain, souvenir of age--

Cautiously, I look to the side;
as if being alone in a tipsy boat,
drifts far from the shore;
then thrown back, forehead planted on
to the pillow, panting, tears oozing; 
every day, apply the cream, three times,
with a devotion of care for elderly mother,
for over two months.

     still, the pain lingers,
     as the landlord
     demands all the past due.
with the high red ebbs, I wonder,
what is next? Can it be slow and benign? 

©Byung A. Fallgren 

 

In the game of wolf and lamb

In the game of wolf and lamb

The phone message
claims importance of it;
a male agent for the 
traditional publisher would buy
the copyright of my book;
would like to go detail when call.

Which one? the old one?
Ah-- I always thought
they might turn gold.
the brief joy winks to a doubt;
the new one? Oh, my--
I almost slap the message;

how much? suppose, it won't be much;
rather would keep it; a lot can be done.

I deleted the message; what if wrong?
should be so fast. gold coin vanishes 
into the cloud. Shrug, shrug; I did 
what I should do, before falling into a gulf;
the talk would be a lamb vs. a wolf. 

©Byung A. Fallgren

The imitator of the wave

The Imitator of the Wave

Ocean waves go to
the beach, home
of sand shore,
uninvited,
for it is only virtue
of nature;
and it is not only beautiful
to see but also deliver us
things from afar:

wastes, hidden matters, only we can
decide what to do with them. 

But you, 
not a wave,
thinking creature,
dare to copy the ocean waves;

only to
surprise
the dweller?
what else more?
would not want any more,
for the core seem hollow as the mind.

©Byung A. Fallgren

Jewels of the Forest

Photo by Derrick J. Knight

Jewels of the Forest

poor ranger as he was,
lonely and weary;
in evenings, leaning 
against the old trunk, thinking
of his children and wife
                in the village;

the old tree, covered in lichens;
reminds me of my late father;
his arm skin, once, dry and roughen;
with all the shadow of the world.

He gazes at the red berries, like rubies;
how he wished they were real.
Unbeknown to himself, he picks
the red berries, the little rubies;
he would give them to his children,
would make necklaces
              and bracelets;
he smiles;

smiles at the berries;
            they whisper: 
take us as many as you want.  

©Byung A. Fallgren