Fear Grows with Age
Fear flares in the temp empty house;
keep the lights on, in all room at night;
lock all the doors after twilight
vanish, from the pine tree tops.
Tour the house and find any possible weapon,
that can be used by an intruder; alas, so many!
kitchen knives and hammers and what not.
First temptation: put them all in a box
and store them in my room. that would be
funny and inconvenient.
so, just lock the room before going to bed.
thought about a pistol self-defense,
in case the nightmare demon turns real.
considering I don't do well with a gun,
pepper spray would be a better choice.
It seems fear grow with age,
for life gets complex and risky
on the wings of time. moonlight crawls
stealthily across the wooden floor.
a sudden low call, so low as if from dream.
it's from behind the door. what can it be?
I peep in the hole. nothing's in the hall.
the sounds again. it's from behind the curtain.
outside, lilac shrub branch waves. sigh.
return to the bed and read; ignore the
mystery call of a thing.
it could be anything; hidden fly, and the like.
think I'll get a little poodle; and
grab the string of sleep.
©Byung A. Fallgren
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Scary lonely
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A very good piece exploring the destructive nature of fear and paranoia and the futility of trying to guard against all possible harm.
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Thanks so much.
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He was away only two days, and I was over reacted that particular night. : )
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Hits home! 😰
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yes indeed. Thanks so much for the comment.
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